Wednesday, September 14, 2011

"Not excelling in anything doesn't mean you're good at nothing, it just means you havent explored enough to find your niche yet. :)"
I'll try to keep that in mind always, cause as i think back, i have nothing im absolutely good at. Only things i am willing to work hard for.
Take piano, i learn for sooo many years but i have to face it, my standard is not there, maybe lack of practice? Yes, thats my fault. But perhaps the interest was never there in the first place, please i'll be honest, you'll never catch me practicing for 2,3 hours a day on the piano, killing me can.
But i do like to play my fav songs :) esp to destress, but im not exam material, thats definite.

I realise that im slow at learning, not being able to pick up skills as quickly as people, not being able to understand and apply principles as quickly as others. I've already accepted it, but i'll work hard, even though it gets demoralising when you put in 200% of your effort to be equivalent to 20% of people's efforts. But i do want to always keep that in mind.
I'll keep exploring. To find my niche, something im naturally good at eventually? :)
For the others, i'll work superbly hard if i find the need to, i just hope this determination in me will always be going & kept aflamed, cuz i know i will need it as much as i live.
I expect people to judge me, i absolutely detest it, its revoulting, makes me wanna puke.
But i'll learn to live with it, perhaps someday these people will be awed by the efforts i put in to catch up with their every tiny step & understand me better & even better, we walk together step by step, helping each other as we reach our goals :)
Im good at nothing, but that doesn't mean i'll be good at nothing forever.
Watch me. :)


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Saturday, September 10, 2011

There are times where we just wanna flee from everything, leave everything behind, take a break to chill through things and come back only when we're prepared to face it.
Runaway much?
But reality doesnt wait for you.
Every move, every wait and the world moves on, pilling up on the mountaneous load that you already carry on your shoulders.
And the worst case is when you can't find anyone to share these loads with.
But you know you'll make it through, cause you're a toughie that never lets anything get you down.
After all, you've survived through life for so long alone, so every load, every trouble, every mistake can only make you stronger, after it gets you down that is.
It is natural that feelings would be stirred, affected and broken in the process, thats a sad part of life. But still, you have to accept it.
& accept yourself. For who you are. There's no use beating yourself up, allowing the insides of you to shrivel up and die slowly while ruthlessly torturing yourself with thoughts about why things turned out this way, theres a reason for everything, you cant escape it. You can only face it, embrace it, move on, change it if you're unhappy, & walk on with life.
The world never does wait for you. So you shouldn't wait for it too.
Be strong.


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4:05 AM


Thursday, September 08, 2011

Somebody save me please..


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11:16 PM


Monday, September 05, 2011

When you love somebody, would you want to be with him/her your entire life?
Even if you know him/her does not feel the same about you?
Omg im so confused suddenly.


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10:49 AM


Saturday, September 03, 2011

Guess I've really changed. Sorry that you have to bear the consequences.
I can only blame myself for reaching this point.
Don't know what to do anymore.
But this is me. The ugly side perhaps.
Although its not the same, you're still important to me. Not in that way anymore, but still important.
I hope its only temporary, but i dont know what to do anymore, & im tired.
)': can somebody tell me what is the right thing to do?
Its sad when you dont believe in something anymore..


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1:43 AM


Friday, September 02, 2011

Suddenly i got a mad dream to try all the cereals in a world
Join me anyone? On my cereal eating adventures :P
#mad #cereallove


A little peak into my life..
2:56 PM


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