Monday, November 23, 2009
i really hate living up to people's expectations cuz i know i will never be good enough to do that.i am not perfect. no matter how hard i try, i always commit a mistake which will in turn bring inconvenience or unhappiness to othersi can never meet the expectations people set for me, trying my best is never enoughi wanna say sorry to those whom i have left behind & hurt due to my stupidity & dumbness of not being able to live up to their expectations & the inconveniences my mistakes have cost thembut please do not expect alr. i know i am not good enough. i know others can be betterbut i guess its just me.i will try. but sorry if i still fail.& i fail always. sorry.
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9:43 PM
Saturday, November 21, 2009
It really sux when u feel that u're happy & at the same time notice some small parts of ur life is falling apart/ disintegrating gradually
you cant care for everything but you gotta try your best
but is this my best?
sux when these kinda overwhelming feeling takes control of you & reality hits you really really hard.
dunno whats the right thing anymore then.
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12:26 PM
Friday, November 20, 2009
Yo everyone :D
hows life haha
so fast one week of holiday pass ler T.T
suddenly holidays seem so fast & short hmm
anw going to blog about ytd & prom night/ graduation ceremony :D
17 Nov:
reached school at 8 plus. assembled in class room. haha cant believe finally gonna graduate whoo :D
so yeah did the procedure thingys took the prize, performances blahblah
okay lar it was quite memorable =)
& i forgot to shake mr chiang's hand so was abit flusttered >.<>.<>.<>.< man ="x">.< make it short short now
reach there, waited like 2 hours before we are allowed in, took photos with alot people
but still not everybody T.T
but yeah everyone looked really good :D
i will upload the photos later wakaka xD
thn went into the dining place(?)
the food was okay lar i liked the desert best :D
it was some strawberry thingy =x
wanted to camwhore all my food but after the 1st 2 dishes i forgot
so no pic )=
haha but i rmb the soup being super spicy
anw took more pics when i walked around :D
the toilet damn big sia
& congrats to ish & lala for prom king & queen :D
& yinru & devi for winning lucky draw xD lols
so yup yup eat eat thn end liaos
got go out after tht :D
veh memorable thankyou ^^
now i lazy post abt ytd ler x/
maybe later bahs
ttfn :D
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10:03 AM
Saturday, November 14, 2009
OMG I SURVIED O LEVELS
ITS OVER!!!!!!!!! :D
like finally! omg!
the taste of freedom is sweet man
the great escape :D
shopping for prom today + class movie
funxzxz + coolxzxzxz
walked 2 hours around orchard road to find far east lols
spent 5 hours shopping for our clothes :D
& achievement for the girls is tht me, devi & yinru found our clothes xD wakakaka
went to class movie at 5 plus
2012! haha not bad but kinda devastating x\
i hope it wun come through!
anw relieved tht i bought my dress
short post to express my love for freedom :D
ahahas sayonara people!
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1:35 AM
Sunday, November 08, 2009
Who knows what could happen Do what you do Just keep on laughing One thing's true There's always a brand new day I'm gonna live today like it's my last dayim going to enjoy my everyday
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12:20 PM
Saturday, November 07, 2009
o.o i just realised my blog had no music for the past few monthslike the esnips thingy wasnt working at all & i wasnt aware =xanw i uploaded music liaos ^^haha anw i cant sleep again ._.its like everytime i so tired thn hard to sleepbio today was okay hahahad a terrible headache, felt hungry & sleepy halfway through the paperbut i was glad :Dokay now left 4 more papers! hang in there ywt!today my mood was on a rollercoastal ride againbut at the end of the day reflecting made me realise significant thingsthank you everybody :D& sorry for always being like this x/ (blogger is hafing probs with my fav emoticon! grr look at it frm the side to figure out wht tht emoticon is xD)im looking forward to after o's (:theres many things to do. & i want it to be a meaningful holiday :D hahaanw random bt the movie 2012 seems to be on hot topic now hmmit depicts doomsday O=i wonder if i shud watch it =x hahanowadays im thinking that we work hard for 4 years just for this stupid exam ._.weird thoughts but yeahchinese next! i wan improve my B4 grade!! dunwan waste my time x/haf to work hard x/
tata :D
sorry i kinda ruined today x/
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1:19 AM
Monday, November 02, 2009
Getting freaking annoyed cuz i cant get to sleep
have been trying to fall asleep since 5 plus and its not working
argh its like the tired feeling's thr but JUST CANT SLEEP
damn insomnia. at least im better now :D
but i dun wanna study yet T.T tmr thn chiong geog bahs (procrastinator alert!) lols
gahgahgah im thoroghly bored & wasting my time now x.x
I WANT TO SLEEP T.T!!!!
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9:13 PM
screw studies for ruining interupting my lifescrew myself for thinking this wayscrew myself for being myselfits all meaningless & pointlessmistakes commited. what good is it thinking about it now?getting affected by things. i should've known bettersorry for the freaking assholic post. im being stupid complaining liddatbut i just need an outlet to express my thoughts. just hope today ends soon& perhaps tmr might be better =.=sorry. i will be better soon. i hope ._.
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6:45 PM
