Haiz..now nth 2 do...im waiting 4 the stupid maple patch 2 finish downloading...and its like so damn long...WTH...haiz...ytd i was really damn blur sia..lemme tell u guys ( or gals) wad happened...o.0
Well aft sch i was at the coffee shop eating lunch with shu feng and charmaine...den we left...i took my canvas and sch bag but did not remember 2 take my art bag...OMG!! worst..i didnt notice it...until like half an hour later...when i was on the bus smsing happily...OMG OMG! haiz..immeadiately i checked my wallet 4 coins 4 a trip back 2 clementi...(as i had lend my EZ Link card 2 chye ling and she havent returned) but OMG no coins!!!!!!!!! DIE....had 2 rush home 2 take coins and RUSH back again..was panicking all the way...wad if someone had took my art bag??? my art things would be gone...as well as my visual diary and other important stuff...OMG OMG...ah...choing!!! finally reached clementi abt 1 hr later...rushed 2 the coffee shop immeadiately..ah!!! THE BAG WAS THERE!!! THE BAG REALLY WAS THERE!!! i rushed up and took it...had nvr felt more relieved...omg...rushed home again felling really exhausted...



Haiz..feeling so confused and lost now...wad 2 do?? im also feeling so empty inside...wads wrong with me?? i dunno wad 2 do...wad if...nvm nvm...haiz..emptiness filling the inside of me...let me tell u something...a piece of advise in fact...
u can nvr run away frm decisions..juz have 2 face it and make it~



Hii...long time nvr blog liao..u guys miss me?? ....i guess not la...2day i tried changing the skin 2 a nicer one but it turned out 2 be a TOTAL disaster...not only did i lose my old skin (as i didnt save it) but had 2 choose another one..dis will juz be a temporary skin till i find a better one..hehe ok signing off bb



2day i went 2 sungei buloh with the gal guides...so damn fun la! =) Except 4 one thing...haiz...NOW IM COVERED WITH MOSQUITO BITES!!!!!! Sry 2 'shout'...but its so damn ichy now la...i muz hv gotten at least 10 mosquito bites(not exaggerating la) n i killed 3 mosquitoes and i practised 3 mins of silence coz of that lolz...but wads more gross is that...when i killed one mosquito....blood squirted out on my leg...so damn gross!!!!!!!!! ewwwwww luckily i cleaned it off with tissue paper...2day not that bad la..except 4 the early hours...*groan* we saw 5 sqirrels..how lucky was that...they were soooooooooo cute....oh yea...we saw sum komodo dragons too...or were they monitor lizards? i 4got...but it was really damn fun...except 4 the mosquito bites la...really wanna go there again...but nxt time, WITH MOSQUITO REPELLENT lol...sleepy...time 2 start on hw...haiz~



Haiz..dunno y...dis aftnoon i cant juz feel happy....my heart feels empty...n my tears r bout 2 flow out...haiz...n i have been feeling really negative...but now im okay liao..weird la...maybe its coz my dad went overseas 2 work permanently...and my grandfather...haiz..muz cheer up =) motivating myself~



Another sianz day..sigh..reason y i blog everyday is coz..its so sian!!! Holidays r supposed 2 be fun rite...haiz..sighing again..2day really blur sia...i 4got 2 bring my hp when i go out?!?! crap..cant even believe myself..o.0 well anyway..by the time i came back..i found out i have 4 msgs and 2 missed calls...lolz..anyway...2day i found out my mango pudding that i made ytd WAS A FAILURE!!! crap...anyway..trying again tmr...guess i didnt put enough gelatin and put too much sugar...haiz..dun believe it...made a mess out of the kitchen ytd juz 2 make it...lolz...anyway i hv 2 do better tmr..coz as i say..failures r juz paths guiding us 2wards success..yeah! muz jiayou!!!!!!!!! (A siao person's saying..hahaz...)



Haiz...sad sia...im still thinking of him...my grandfather...although he has departed dis world..hope he doesnt have regrets la...aft all he has lived a fullfilling 83 years...haiz...dun talk abt sad stuff anymore...muz be happy sia...den im sure..wherever he is..he will be happy too...
May he be happy~



WTH!!!! 2DAY ALREADY SO SIANZ HOW M I GOING 2 SURVIVE IN THE DEC SCH HOLIDAYS???????????